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I deserve this


I'm feelin' so many things inside,
I deserve this,
This money bring tears to my eyes,
I deserve this
If you knew what I've been through
You would understood what it took
All these stones that they throwin' at me
When they should just pray, but it's still all good, I deserve this
I've been goin' through so much, I reversed itWho knew that I would make it this far? I rehearsed thisAnd them diamonds don't mean shit to meI just wear 'em all as a reminderNobody upliftin' meFuck it, I'm a sole survivorAnd I would trade it all, just to see my pops one more timeAnd to roll one with you 'cause I miss you so muchPeople see the fameBut the shame is it don't feel the same when it's all said and doneThat pain been callin'I look in the mirror and I feel this scarrin'Feel so unwantedWith myself, I'm warrin'I'm feelin' so many things insideI deserve thisThis money bring tears to my eyeI deserve thisIf you knew what I've been throughYou would understood what it tookAll these stones that they throwin' at meWhen they should just pray, but it's still all good, I deserve thisI deserve thisI deserve the shine, so fuck what it costI deserve the lights, the life of a bossDid this by myself, no one I could callSo once I get it all, ain't no QuestionS it’s upI've been through mournin' through losses and setbacks and trollin'People talk shit and they don't even know meIt weigh so much that I can't feel the momentAnd all I lost all of my homiesAnd I would trade it all, just to see my pops one more timeAnd to roll one with you 'cause I miss you so muchI've been so close to the edgeThat I want to be dead and I'm tempted to jumpPeople only see the outsideDon't know what it tookSo before you look at my life and think it's all goodI'm feelin' so many things insideI deserve thisThis money bring tears to my eyesI deserve thisIf you knew what I've been throughYou would understood what it tookAll these stones that they throwin' at meWhen they should just pray, but it's still all goodI deserve thisI deserve thisI deserve this

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